::.MY TEARS.::

                                                      

                    Ooo Allah! Hear my doa… keep me as a part of the prophet ummah…

       I see this life history, from a drop of semen is despicable - Ar-Rahim kept. Served in the content of human mother. The fact that I create, I came so humiliated!!!

       I see my feet site, of two fingers. Then I smiled happily. I smiled proudly since yesterday!! “ Ahhh… I’m special, not eligible for me to follow one direction because I am not worthy to be on the bottom!!”

       Who are you يا ايها الناس ? Until very proud. With you just from a drop of semen!! Does Allah accept your deeds? “ I'm not afraid for me was pleasing to Allah, the Creator.”

       I got to change. I tried to read al-quran, trying to persuade my heart. “ you're despicable! just a drop of semen! how are you so arrogant?” but no answer. my heart is silent, hard to break gravel.

       I tried to get up again, crying myself is despicable. “here, trying to find Allah,” my heart whispers.

رب العلمين !
HELP ME…